Idol worship

When you're walking to class or taking some time to just chill, who or what are you usually thinking about?
When you find yourself at peace, what's bringing you comfort?
When you feel like you've succeeded who do you have to thank for it?
When you're the most upset, who or what is causing it?
When you're frustrated or angry, who or what is the source?
When you give up time to make sure it is satisfied, what exactly are you satisfying?
When you find yourself talking mostly about it to other people, what exactly are you talking about?
When you find your biggest worries pertain to it, what are you worrying about?
What is your idol?

Mine is premed.