daddys girl

Dear LanLan,

...Do you still remember what I told you "....You are precious to your future husband." Continue be happy. Keep your head up. I will be with you, support you, love you for whole my life.

Dad

Me as a High School Senior

Life is existent and involved in every form and shape in the vast and everlasting sciences of the world. Whether it is the birth of a child, or the spread of a virus, life is the eternal source by which the universe has come to be. As life is lived and becomes more complex, knowledge is stretched and intellect is constantly being developed. Thus, with such thoughts in mind one is prompted to question: What is the purpose of life and what does it take for one to sustain it?

As I watched a video of the starving children in Africa, an overwhelming sensation of pity and despair consumed me. To see that such people do not have the slightest chance to experience the glory of life caused me to be both, sorrowful and furious at the fragility of life. Therefore, studying medicine, biology, and human development has always been my driving force to contribute as much as possible to life and mankind. Sustaining human life allows one to be part of a developing science that is the foundation of existence and thus, allows the universe to be an eternally developing place. Whether it is finding a cure to cancer, discovering a new gene, or simply putting a smile on a person’s face, I am certain that the gratification received from contributing to a person’s life or to the life of mankind, outweighs any other feelings of achievement.

It is knowledge that allows our life to be lived to its fullest but; it is life that allows one to achieve the omnipotence of knowledge and the powers of compassion. Thus, embracing life for what it is not only allows for a deeper level of intellect but allows the spread of such knowledge, contributing in ways that may benefit one child or even the world. I am certain such thoughts constantly run through the mind of the ideal physician, as they put their whole heart and care into each patient, everyday.

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All i have to say is wow.....I was such an idealist. Interesting how not too much has changed in the last four years. I was an interesting girl back then.

Stop doing Start being

When i let go of who I am, I become who I might be.